northern downpour sends its love

hi i'm taylor. i'm a mess. i'm ignorant to the truth. i'm stubborn. i'm almost always angry. i don't have any confidence. i'm awkward. when i meet you, i will be shy, until you make me laugh. i miss the old days. i miss being young, though i wish i was a older. i love my job. i waste chances. i regret everything i don't do. i'm undecided about everything. i hate making my own choices, don't give me options. i'm full of self doubt. i always get the wrong idea.